Its Been 5 Years Already!!! Omg!!

Heyyyy bloggers its been 4EVA since i last been on this website i mean like 5 years 4 EVA lol. anywho its been 5 years since i last been on this and A HELL OF A WHOLE LOT has changed since my last blog ;) to start off i graduated high school (YAY!!) im in college currently going for my general studies associates =]. Got a car, have 2 dogs(Max and Lucky) and a cat (Misti G Fluffy Paws) <---- 21="" a="" also="" and="" awesome="" back="" been="" break="" currently="" experiences="" font="" going="" im="" in="" just="" life="" load="" march="" name="" of="" right="" shit="" size="2" through="" turned="" up="[">Which really sucks btw) lol. But besides that im really excited to be back on blogger =] i was reading my old blogs and was just laughing at how innocent and quirky i was back then lol. i mean i still am that same goofy girl but just a more mature version ;) Soooo lets start with how my day went today, i got up walked my dogs got ready for the day and went to my best friends house which is Daniris, i've mentioned her before in my previous blogs and honestly i can actually say that she is my only real friend that i have left.(Can't say much for others) but anywayz went to her casa and (btw she's a proud mommy now with a beautiful little girl) ;) had hamburgers for lunch, (Which were very scrumptious lol)  then went on a long drive to pick up her mother up from work. and when i say long drive i mean we purposely drove wherever our hearts desired and ended up gps-ing our way back to her mother's job lol. i love the things we do we always want to have an adventure lol but anyway did that picked up her madre got back to her house and started cooking dinner for everyone ;) (Yes im a little chef now lol) so we made stuffed peppers which turned out oh so very Awsum and just chilled in the room watched this show that she likes called mystery diners (which i think is very scripted lol) and relaxed =] today was a very casual day for us. You see Daniris has been helping me get over this breakup that im going through right now. She has done so much for me since i got back in worcester and continues to and i love her for that. she really is a (hannah montana voice) true-ue-ue-ue-friend lol so ive been hanging with her this whole week and we've been having just the best of times but any who im going through a break up right now and its very hard to deal with. He was the man of my dreams the cotton to my candy, the milk to my cereal, just overall the guy that i always wanted. but sadly 23 days ago (omg it been 23 days and it feels like 4 ever) i was living with this guy and our love was honestly the best love i have ever experienced so far. and it kills me that we arent together anymore but i wont get too into that because i'll never stop and then this blog will turn into a diary lol. but anyway long story short i was with him and now im not and it sucks BIG TIME. So now im taking this in day by day and i will admit it has gotten a little easier.... but it still sucks=[ besides that right now its 2:15am and im starting to get a little sleepy 0_o so its been 5 years since i been on this and i cant really write everything down in this 1 blog so there's gonna be more to come but as of right now i shall be back tomorrow =]

Esmarlin Out!!!! ;)

(its been forever since i said that lol )