Darlanne

Lets see what i can say about my dear cousin Darlanne. hmmmm OK so shes literally the only person i can act my self around theres never an awkward moment with her sometimes shes a little to kind,sappy,and Charitable but most of the time we get along like turkey and gravy : ) but recently she hasn't been including me in her plans like she use to and its really sorta starting to bother me but BEFORE i go on about this let me just say that i am and will never ever be how her Pre EX WIFE was acting i just don't want us to drift away from each other like me and a certain someone have so sure Ive been on her a little too much but hey i'm just trying to save our relationship.but yea sometimes she and i don't really see eye to eye but she never really likes to admit it witch sometimes pisses me off : ( like when i ask her if she wants to come over my house and this is all the time she always says "oh i don't think they will let me" and as in they she means her parents-_- i'm mean get real your 16 about to be 17 years old and your parents still wont let you sleep over someones house and by someone i'm mean her cousin!? ughh w/e Right now shes bowling BOWLING!!! and she couldn't of invited me out of all people i should have been the first one on speed dial if i'm as she says her "sister if anything" but nope she didn't so now in stuck home babysitting my rug-rats of niece.it just really bothers me that shes bowling with god knows who instead of with me.but the one thing that gets me the most is when she does her little eye-rolling thing to me and only me oh and even better she doesn't pick up when i call her i have to try like a million times before she does and if she picks up she usually tells me to text her just like she did now because shes to busy having fun bowling while i'm here in jail babysitting ughh i just don't know anymore maybe our time in VA didn't mean anything to her but as much as i don't show it I really do love her. and i really liked my time with her but my time with my fabu little cousin Sharry while we were in Va and sure we got into fights(most of them caused by her)but that time was THE best time i had with her and sharry but whatever all that is just rubbish now so i'm just gonna have to go back to my old ways and stay home isolated from everyone : ( P.S if you read this and im sure you will this is my only showing of kindness towards you.

Esmarlin(for a while) out!!! : (

Virgina

(sigh) Virgina.... wow its been seven months since i left Virgina and i must say it is depressing.For those who don't know me and Darla went to Virgina for the summer and i have to say it was THE BEST SUMMER EVER!! im still not over the fact that were not there anymore i just finished reading her posts about it.... (sniff sniff) theres just so many memories that it makes me wanna go back in time and just experience it all over but sadly theres no such thing as time machines and I'm in the present and I'm just gonna have to forget about the past ughhh i really hate Worcester right now its such a shitty place im mean were my aunt lived it was the poop because she was living in a uber rich neighborhood and the place was just so proper. we would always have food and go out and sometimes go to the movies but Mann here its just like same old same old we cant be outside at night without having pervs calling at ya and the streets here are just so dirty and sick!! but in Virgina it wasn't like that the neighborhoods were quiet peaceful and safe. and did i forget to mention how we lived in a double Decker house. it had a patio 3 living rooms 2 bathrooms 6 CPU and 4 bedrooms it was lavished in jewels and they had there own butler!(well i went a little over board with the butler and jewels but you get what i mean) the place was nice. we wouldn't have to worry about starving cuz we would either have a full stocked fridge or go eat take out.theres so many memories i would like to share with you guys but its just too long... well thats for another day ; )

Esmarlin out!!! ; )