New Years

Waddya know its new years yay!!(not) ugh my new years is the worst rite now. im just home babysitting listening to music and talking to Darla rite now wishing we could go back to our fav year. you know i dont get why people always say this "new year new me" i mean really whats the difference its just a new year why change yourself?but then again maybe its for the better.i seriously think this year is gunna be so boring just like the last. (sigh) well i guess i should make my new years rez list. so here goes 1.Lose at least 10 pounds 2.Grow my hair out 3.Buy wii fit 4.Pass this year 5.get a job Yup i guess those are it. yeah i know not really interesting rite well thats my life for ya dull and not exciting at all-_- but hey im still happy with it tho so dont go thinking im depressed or any mumbo jumbo.Anyways u know what really grinds my gears...When people interupt me when im talking lol it really irritates me. Man im like wanting to be sweept off my feet by a celeb(Joe jonas) so badly that i keep talking about it with darla and i think its sorta annoying her lol but i dont care im just making convo with her.HaHa me and darla just got off the tele with jeffar and we wishined him a happy new year and stuff. but you know what im hating new years rite now and i dont even know why.so im thinking that if i stay single and work on me this year that i'll probably be more happy and focus : ) Wowza darla just quoted RuPual saying "if you cant love ur self how the hell are you gunna love somebody else" and that is so true lol i think that this year will probably be more interesting then last after all.

Esmarlin out!!! ; )

Not My Day

hmmm okay so its been 5 days since i last blogged and i'm very upset about that : ( but i'm here now so lets get to the good stuff; ) Well today was so not my day because i had THE worst hair day and it was all because of my freaking hood. yes i know what you all are wondering "what does a hood have to do with ur hair?" well this morning i got up as usual and did my hair and started walking to my bus stop...well little did i know it was like zero below this morning and windy as hell.so as i'm walking i bump into my bf crystal and we talked while we walked so when i'm with her the wind for some reason decided to go crazy and blow in our faces-_- ... (this was not amusing) so as the wind hit my face it felt like an electric jolt and the only thing i can do was flip my hood on.When i put it on i felt a few strands of my hair go forward as i flipped my hood on.I was thinking to myself and "Damnit this is going to be hard to fix without a brush" (not that i have bad hair or anything) as the bus approached i was just focused on fixing my hair.I walked into the bus and sat down,i take off my hood and as soon as i did that i felt my hair just stay in one place and it seemed horrible because i'm already thinking that its bad. i tried to do what i can with it before we got to school.I get to school and went straight for the bathroom and guess what? it was miserably out of place."GREAT" was all i could say so if my day couldn't get any worse i walk into my fav class (for those of you who don't know its drama) and saw my best bud Jeff. went up to him gave him a hug then saw Darlene and we talked and stuff.so as class got started Mr. savage started off by talking about everybody's performance(i didnt go on friday because it was just creepy for me to hear the teacher say he loves me blech) so since i have such short attention span me,Jeff and Darla start fooling around.As i'm talking Mr. savage interups me and told me some news and it was that he was going to ask me not to do my diolouge with him.....WTF!!! i skipped class and went throught hell that day just so i wouldnt have to face him on stage and after all that i didnt have to do it ughhh god just kill me now i thought.Man i really wished i went to the performance that day but oh well things happen...At lunch i was just trying to block that out of my mind and talk about something else. so my day couldn't get any worse because i realized why i was having such a bad day...-_- it was because i had my bad luck shirt on...ugh i was just appalled that every time i wore this shirt bad things would happen to me. so far it has happened two times. so to cut this little story short i just had a really bad day today...oh and did i mention that at the end of the day my shirt was filled with pencil marks PENCIL MARKS! god it was not my day today : (

Esmarlin out!!! : (

Big Night

Hey peeps its ez-MAR-lene and today is a very special day because I'm acting on Broadway!!!! jk jk no but really I'm doing a performance in school and for some reason I'm not nervous which is really weird lol so yea rite now I'm at Andrea's house and were all getting ready to go to the big show and darlannes taking a shower while me and Andrea talk some junk about her just kidding i luv that bitch!!! as well as Andrea so yea I'm gonna tell you guyz a Lil bit about my scene that I'm acting so mine is about some girl named Mia and shes secretly in love with this boxer dude named Alex but she doesn't want him to know because shes marrying this other guy moody(i Noe ugly ass name) so yup that's Wat its about but sadly today my partner Jeff showed up really sick in school : ( i was so sad but then Jeff was a champ cuz he tried his hardest even though his voice sounded like shit i gave him props for that so as the day went on we mostly spent it in drama class i was so happy that we did this cuz it got me out of a test ; ) ugh so now we just called Jeff and sadly hes not coming so now our romantic filled scene is gonna be really freaky and creepy cuz I'm gonna have to do it with hairy old Mr savage belch now I'm just not gonna go cuz that just ruined my day ugh i really wish that Jeff wasn't sick today i thought ours was going to be really good and special but not anymore....i so hate this day : (

Esmarlin out!!! : (

TERI - BULL

Hey bloggers you already who this be and i know its been a while since i last blooged and i thought i just hit the site and write a few things. Ok so my day started out fine and i was in a super freindly mood(which i never am in) i had a nice outfit on and i was just having a good in all my classes. Then i got to my favorite class which is drama(pshh i know what everyones thinking drama geek!) i walk into the auditorium and i saw my two besties Jeff (aka Jeffar) and Darlanne(aka Darla) i was so excited i just ran up to Jeffar all dirty dancing with it and jump on him then me Darla just did our little secret thing which is so top secret i can even say ; ) lol so as we get settled in class Darla just happened to say the most stupidest thing about some kid that i like in that class and he was looking right at her and she didn't notice at the time so he kinda caught that which was really embarrassing : p ugh i hate it when she does that but any who so as class went about me and my besties just went back to our own little side and hung out there until Jeffar had to go back to his physics class to had in some papers or whatnot and me and Darla just sat and said a few funny jokes when the kid that im so smitten about walks in and it just becomes so awkward because we were just texting him and i mean we were just fooling around and sending him little things about me and him but it was so awkward that i just had to walk away,but sadly i couldn't because darla just threatened the crap out of me if i left and it was just so funny that my knees went weak and i fell to the floor. so when he was gone coincidently our other bestie comes back and we all just hung out the rest of the period. so now its lunch time and me and darla are in line and we just so happen to be talking about the kid i like when out of no were he walks by and Darla(that stupid fool) just stood there looking at him like she was a creep and he caught her -_-... I WANTED TO DIE!! she always makes us look like creeps! it was just so terrible but that wasn't the only thing. so when the last bell rings we see him and me i just freaked out and practically ran to the office so i saw the phone picked it up and acted like i was calling someone(i know nice excuse ; ) so while i'm "on the phone" darla just freaking came up and was talking all monotoned and said"hey umm hes waiting for you aren't you gunna got to him?" she just put me on blast and i just wanted to hit her with the phone and crack her skull or something ugh too bad i was still in school so i stayed after school with Jeffar and practiced our lines for drama and that was just an awkward thing for me for some reason i still don't know why? so when me and jeffar finish were calling our rides and sadly WE HAD NO ONE-_- so i finally took in the fact that i had to walk. i figured hey at least i'm walking with someone and not alone : ) so as me and Jeff got to the top of the hill we stopped and talked to ms margera for a few while i used Jeff's phone as i'm using the phone all of a sudden i hear Jeff say "oh can i get my phone i got a ride from coach" i'm like coach? so i ran up to the drivers window and saw that it was Mr. Boyle my history teacher.in my head i'm like great this teacher has no problem with me i'm so gunna get a ride! but little did i know hes so not cool with girls in his car and i looked like a freaking dummy just begging and they drove away and did i mention the big smile my so called bestie had on his face i was just shocked and appalled to think that my newly found bestie would do such a thing-_- since i had no way home i just walked in the freezing cold with just a thin little jacket and sweater ughh today just ended so terrible and so i leave my fellow bloggers to vote was it a bad day or no?? thats all for now cuz im boughts to eat some mickey ds!!(i know im fat) lmfao!

Esmarlin out!!! ; )

broke night

heyyyy bloggers i just got my first blog account and I'm really gassed ; ) so today was a very interesting day, it all started wen me and darlenne pulled an all nighter the night before and we watched show girls. but the funny thing was that we thought it wasn't such a bad movie but we were so wrongggg. it was like the freaking rated x version and we was just really shocked.then i just stayed the rest of the night playing diner dash : ) that game is so addictive that i actually ended up playing all of the games but if that wasn't bad wen i woke up i had the biggest bags under my eyes : ( so no more all nighters for me (even though I'm pulling one rite now lol) so then after that me and darlenne started tearing down daniris's kitchen because we were so STARVING! so we found some food and then went back to the living room to see wat was on and then daniris woke up and asked us y we were watching porn and me and darlenne stared to die laugh and so we told her that it was show girls.after that whole misunderstanding daniris and darlenne watched some movie called mermaids and they were just stuck on that channel. i was just playing diner dash wen they started to watch the movie so i didn't really know wat the movie was about ; ) after the movie was done me and darlenne watched music videos and daniris started playing diner dash because eventually i got her hooked on the game 2 ; ) but then darlenne fell asleep and i just watched pirates of the Caribbean then all of a sudden i started getting tired and fell asleep 2. SO that was wat i did today(i mean yesterday)