New Years

Waddya know its new years yay!!(not) ugh my new years is the worst rite now. im just home babysitting listening to music and talking to Darla rite now wishing we could go back to our fav year. you know i dont get why people always say this "new year new me" i mean really whats the difference its just a new year why change yourself?but then again maybe its for the better.i seriously think this year is gunna be so boring just like the last. (sigh) well i guess i should make my new years rez list. so here goes 1.Lose at least 10 pounds 2.Grow my hair out 3.Buy wii fit 4.Pass this year 5.get a job Yup i guess those are it. yeah i know not really interesting rite well thats my life for ya dull and not exciting at all-_- but hey im still happy with it tho so dont go thinking im depressed or any mumbo jumbo.Anyways u know what really grinds my gears...When people interupt me when im talking lol it really irritates me. Man im like wanting to be sweept off my feet by a celeb(Joe jonas) so badly that i keep talking about it with darla and i think its sorta annoying her lol but i dont care im just making convo with her.HaHa me and darla just got off the tele with jeffar and we wishined him a happy new year and stuff. but you know what im hating new years rite now and i dont even know why.so im thinking that if i stay single and work on me this year that i'll probably be more happy and focus : ) Wowza darla just quoted RuPual saying "if you cant love ur self how the hell are you gunna love somebody else" and that is so true lol i think that this year will probably be more interesting then last after all.

Esmarlin out!!! ; )